So this is how it'd feel...

...if I ever left you, forgot about you, and never forgave you. It's pretty bad, actually. It's only when I'm around people and being productive that I find myself not thinking about it much. Otherwise, when I'm alone doing nothing... it sucks. That's why I've been trying to plan out my days and stuff. I must keep myself busy for the most part. Thank God for work... I guess. If I ever have free time, I swear, I'm either gonna sleep or kill hours watching TV or movies online. But hey, I think I've made progress considering how I was the first couple of days. I just wish you knew.

In other news (LOL), I really miss my bffaa. I feel like he's been keeping in touch with everyone but me. I feel like shit, to tell you the truth. Nothing new, but whatever.

This week I need to...
- work on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday
- take my sister(s) to see Wall-E
- find a freakin' hair color (&get someone to come with me, for their opinion)
- watch hancock and wanted... hopefully
- go to the gym
- give my room a makeover
- start summer reading

Sigh, time to sleep.

Lonely Nights

Gahhh, I'm so miserable... and bored. It's 330 in the morning. I'm not very sleepy. I have no one to talk to this late for a week and a half cause my bffaa is gone. :[[[ Sigh, I really thought it wouldn't be that big of a deal, but it is. Oh, if only I could tell you people reading this.

On top of all this, I have nothing to do this week and probably the majority of next week. I'm gonna be working for a couple of days, but other than that... nothing. I was supposed to go to Yosemite with Michelle, her mom, and Dianne from the 4th-7th, but Dianne can't go anymore and I don't wanna get in between their family time. It was supposed to be one of the highlights of my summer. I was reallly really looking forward to it too. I even requested the days off so now I get to spend them doing nothinggg.

Whatever, maybe I should just get some sleep.