Live Up to Your Title

Sooo I'm on the bus home from UC Santa Cruz right now. It was pretty good I guess. The weather was really nice. Not a good idea for me to wear a long sleeve and boots though lol. The food there was pretty good too. I had like BBQ chicken pizza, fries, sushi, and ice cream... and it was all free! lol. I regret not applying there. I thought it was closer to home, but it's really not. Ehh, whatever. While we were eating, Sam and I were being kinda emo and started having a deep convo, kinda. Iono, I just started thinking about certain friendships and how some people really don't even try to live up to their title. It's so hard hearing certain things from other people that should have come from someone else. Like, if you're best friends with someone, why are you the one of the last to know something? Nowadays it just feels completely useless to put effort into something that isn't even worth putting effort in. I don't know, maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm not considering other people's point of views, but whatever. If that's how I feel, then that's that. This is one of the reasons why I wanna get senior year over with already and hopefully move somewhere far enough so I can meet new people. Not that I'm tired of everyone here, but I just think that it'll really help me.

I have Alicia Keys - Goodbye on repeat right now and the lyrics are KINDA perfect. Heh, I'll blog again soon. Maybe next week when I turn 18. =)