Overview.

Okay. I have no homework today so I'll blog. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW MICHELLE?! :]

Anyways. I've been tired lately, but if you really know me then that's nothing different lol. Life's about to get reallll hectic in the next couple of months. I can't fucking wait for summer. Oh, and State! I really wish Sam was gonna go. It'd be perfect... the Pack in a room! But I guess I'll have to wait for next year for that to happen... and we're actually gonna place this time! lol. Yeah... STAR testing is what... next week or in two weeks? GAH. Then SATs and AP testing in May. On top of all that, I need to desperately get my grades up and campaign cause I'm running for '09 secretary. I hope I can take in all of this stress.

I'm really content with the friends I have right now. Sam, Michelle, Julia, Aaron, and a couple of others... they really keep me up. I'd be such a wreck without them, forreal. Some have drifted away and I don't know what's gonna happen between us in the future, but I guess we're just gonna have to see about that when the time comes. One friend in particular... my oh my have you changed. I don't know if you realize it, but ugh... we miss the old you. I don't know, maybe you think you've changed for the better... and that's great for you, but you just can't forget about us like that. Sure, you can say you've tried. I partly agree... you did, but you never pulled through. It's whatever though, I'm trying to put it all behind and like I said, we're just gonna have to see what happens. Enough about that.

So yeah. I've been at this for a long long time now. I've tried to get out of it, but I can't. This thing we have is too strong. LOL corny, but isn't it true? A part of me isn't happy that I'm still here, but the other part of me is glad. I don't want our friendship to change. LOL fuck it, I don't wanna talk about this anymore. TOO COMPLICATED and personal. :]

Mhm, there's a ton of other stuff I can go off about but I'm too lazy to think and type right now lol. 'Til next time.. which will prolly be a long time from now! lol.