Old or New?

So I know I've changed quite a bit since freshman year... personality and appearance. I'm not worried about how my look changed cause it shouldn't even matter to anyone. It's not like I dress like some of the sluts at school lol. All that's really changed about my look is my hair and how I dress. My personality on the other hand... I don't know. I'm not as shy and quiet now. If you really know me, you know I can be hella loud especially if I'm really happy and hyper lol. Conversations about my 'loudness' got me thinking about stuff. Like, whether this change is a good thing or a bad thing. I've been getting a mixed response from people I've asked, but me? I can't really choose one over the other but I can say I like the new more than old. I know I can be annoying when I'm loud, but believe it or not, I can be annoying when I'm quiet too. I'm happy that I'm finally getting rid of some of my shyness. I've been wanting to for the longest time. I can finally go in front of crowds without stuttering and shaking like crazy. Ionooo, this is another addition to my ongoing confusion.

Whatever though. It's not like I can all of a sudden go back to how I was freshman year. Just a thought...