Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Quickie

Um yeah, just a quick rant typa thing.

I hate that I think too much about certain things. I hate that I'm so miserable. I hate that I can't move the fuck on with my life. I hate school. I hate my damn chemistry teacher. I hate chemistry. I hate time. I hate that I'm so damn ugly. I hate that I get dumber and dumber each school year. I hate that I'm so fucking lazy. I hate that I procrastinate. I hate that I get distracted so easily. I hate school. I hate that I hate so much. I hate that I can't stop thinking of you. I hate that I can't seem to fall for anyone else. I hate how confusing people can be. I hate people that can't make up their minds. I hate how people can't tell me how they really feel, although I think I already know by now just by how they act. I hate how people can't be honest with themselves. I hate that I love you too much. I hate that I eat too much. I hate that I have fat hanging off my tummy. I hate how I'm not less than 100 pounds anymore. I hate that I can't afford college. I hate that my GPA is so low. I hate people that think they're the shit. I hate it when smart people worry too much about their grades and act like their lives are over when they get an A-. I hate how happy I get when I see you, knowing that you don't fucking feel the same way. I hate how we're drifting apart. I hate how we don't hang out AT ALL and you don't care. I hate how I feel like you're not making an effort. I hate how I assume all the time. I hate my house. I hate how I'm living with people I don't like. I hate how fortunate some families are. I hate that I spend so much money. I hate how work is so fucking boring and not chill whatsoever. I hate how people always associate me with my mom. I hate how I'm not as independent as I want to be.

Okay, maybe that wasn't so quick.
Maybe hate is too strong of a word. Just pretend I said dislike instead of hate.
You guys are probably gonna think I'm the emo-est bitch ever, but try making a list of things that bother you. It'll probably be just as long, if not longer.

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