Walking Away

Hellooo. Before I start, I would like to wish Mtizzledizzleforshizzle a happppy 17th birthday! Now the entire pack is finally all 17 lol. I know you LOVED your surprise. <333 Hah, anyway... today started out great and ended horribly. This morning, we surprised Michelle with a chocolate cake and 17 muffins. We made her suffer the whooole day by making her carry those two trays LOL. Goodshit. Afterschool was blitz. Iono, I don't think we did that well with our hallways this time around. Hopefully our junior hallway decorations and rally poster make up for it. Yeah... then me, Sam, and Julia secretly blindfolded Michelle and took her to my car. LOL, we didn't take the blindfold off until we were ready to order at Marie Callender's. It was realllly fun. Everything started to get reallly boring when I got home, though. I got irritated... at myself, my mom, my life, my feelings, school, etc. I don't know, I'm just like that and I hate it.



As for everything else... I don't know. I really don't understand my feelings. Gahhh, I really wish I could so all of this can just be over and done with. Summer's coming and I can't fucking wait. I hope it'll help me get past all my emoness and shit. I don't know though... maybe it'll make things worse. We'll just have to see.

Honestly, I just want to get junior year over with. I'm sick of my classes. I wanna know if I got into AP or Honors Lit. already. I'll have to wait until Tuesday, I guess. I decided not to take AP Gov/Econ. Partly because Ms. Kruger scared me during the meeting and partly because I want my senior year to go by pretty smoothly. AHH fuck... fast forward fast forward fast forwaaaaard!