I did it -- I told him. It felt like I got everything out, but I'm not sure anymore. You know how people usually feel like a lot of weight has been lifted off their shoulders when they finally do something like I did? Yeah... I don't feel like that at all. I sorta feel the same actually. Still discontent, blank, empty... pretty damn disappointed really. I got nothing in return after I let out my feelings that I've been holding in for the longest time. I guess I can't blame him though. Maybe it was too much. Whatever. I don't know what I want. I never did, actually.
Anyfuckingways. Things didn't go as planned today. My brother didn't wanna take the studio pictures cause he wants a haircut even though he's practically almost bald. -.- After a long night last night, I ended up waking up at 3. I had no idea it was that late already... and I wouldn't have woken up until my mom called me and asked if I was still taking Nica to the movies. So yeah, that's all I did. Kung Fu Panda was good. It was kinda awkward taking my sister out cause we never spend time together like that. I guess I should do it more often. So when me and my sister got to the BART station to wait for the bus home, I ran into Jackie, my senior friend from physics class last year! Then I turn around and I see Cindy walking towards me... and I turn around again to see Wesley about to go on the bus too. Helllla random.
Tomorrow -- bowling with Nicole and her Oceana friends. Hopefully Cindy and/or Aaron go so that I'm not the only Westmoor person. =| Bonfire with supposedly a lot of people afterwards. We'll see how it goes.
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